war

Something I will never understand is how bloodshed, pain, violence, is the answer to anything. Why go to war? Why shed innocent blood over something when we could just simply talk it over. Maybe this is my chick side coming through, but I see no pro's to fighting.

Even when it comes to simply beating someone up. Why screw up their face when you could just screw up their heart or their head? Get into their head rather than tear it apart. I've never been one for fighting. Any boy who fights is not hot in my book; he's not macho or a BA or anything but a coward who resorts to something that hurts someone physically rather than figure it out like a civilized person. Plus, when the other person socks you, you look like an idiot for having a puffy lip. I surely don't wanna claim a boy with a black eye or kiss a swollen lip because he decided to pick a fight with someone. To me, that just looks ... trashy I suppose.



For this reason, I believe boxing to be the most ridiculous and stupid sport there is. Perhaps I'm bashing somone, and I will admit I'm being a bit of a hypocrite when it comes to this one. And I apologize for bashing. But anyways.. I'm a hypocrite because I want to learn to box but only as a defense mechanism if something were to happen to me ... ahem with a guy. But seriously, the sport of boxing ... the fact that it's a sport, is beyond me. Beating someone senseless doesn't sound like much fun to watch, participate in, or bet on.



But back to war..

After I watch Pearl Harbor, I develop some of the strongest hate towards Japanese people. Which really isn't fair because nowadays, it isn't like that. But those people back then, and all of the innocent people they killed just because of whatever reason it was. They had families, loved ones, goals, dreams, fears, aspirations ... and they never got to see those again. Because some guy had to blow up and sink their ship while it was just sitting there one morning in a beautiful harbor in paradise. They make me so angry and sad.
The point is, who has the right to decide that thos boys and innocent people needed to die. Who has the right to blow something or someone up with no mercy. Who has the right to do any of that besides God? No one. God, and no one else.
What's the point in fighting 'til there's no one else to fight? What does that leave us with anyways, pride? Pride of what, the fact that we're killing people because we have reason to? Pride in ourselves that we can take the lives of both innocent and guilty people? The Bible says, 'an eye for an eye,' that means we should in turn die for all those whom we kill.
I won't be killing anytime soon.
I'm not God.
No where near Him.