[you used to talk to me like
i was the only one around.
you were the first star that i'd see.
i look around me,
and i want you to be there
'cause i miss the things that we shared.
look around you,
it's empty and you're sad
'cause you miss the love that we had]
[now that it's all said and done
i can't believe you were the one
to build me up and tear me down,
like an old abandoned house.
what you said when you left
just left me cold and out of breath
i fell too far, was in way too deep.
guess i let you get the best of me.
i never saw it coming
i should've start running
a long, long time ago.
and i never thought i'd doubt you,
i'm better off without you
more than you know.
i'm slowly gettin' closure,
i guess it's really over.
i'm finally getting better.
and now i'm pickin' up the pieces
i'm spending all of these years
putting my heart back together]
[what about now,
what about today?
what if you're making me
all that i was meant to be?
what if our love
never went away?
what if it's lost behind
words we could never find?
baby before it's too late,
what about now?]
[it's possible]
minus you.
[PS]
those aren't about me.
they're about you.
EDIT:
Added at a later time...
I was in a fabulous mood earlier today. I got online, was feelin' good, went for an awesome run, went shopping, got a cute swimsuit :) But of course there's always a reality check. Seems like they are more frequent now.
Right now I'm writing a letter. I'm in a mood that is difficult to desribe. Sort of like pissed at the world because of one specific thing. No, I'm just extremely touchy. And bitter.
I don't know how to vent anymore. I don't know how to feel about things anymore. I know I have to stick to my story; I can't let my guard down.
I'm done.
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