I miss my life . . . and a list of thoughts.

It really is difficult going back and forth between ann arbor and home. When I am up there, I truly miss my family back home.
but when I am back home, I miss ann arbor like crazy.
I miss the routine and stability that I have, where I am firm in where I stand with things and involvement. I am ready to have that back. One thing I really miss: church...
friends have become family, and they're my family away from my family.
I'm ready to go back...

one other thing...

going along with that,
I really miss God
and I deeply regret
the back burner
I have given Him this summer...




thoughts...
I want my boyfriend...
I feel like the best cure to this exact moment would be a good long run, which isn't happening (it's 3 am...)

I just lost every single train of thought...

life goal/fantasy/dream

I want to BE Lauren Conrad.
right neeeeeeeow.




(not happening, unfortunately...)

i strongly dislike virginia and michigan for not being closer together, geographically speaking.
and liberty for being in virginia and michigan for . . . being in michigan? nah, just liberty...

mood.

I've forgotten what this feels like...
it sure doesn't take long to remember though...

randoms...

-I miss ann arbor, and everyone in it...
-I wish I was doing an easier career so that I could take online fashion courses or or art classes or something...
-I am not a fan of staying home alone in a big house with two dogs and a porch that sounds like someone is running up and down it...
-I miss soccer.
-Happy 4th!!
-the. bar. sucks.
-Physics sucks.
-Virginia sucks.
-I WANT A PUPPY!!!
-I have yet to check my physics grade, which was posted last week.
-I am really going to miss bbarbs and tribeta...