in a nutshell.

Just a few things to think about, I guess.

[sum 41 - with you]

I don't want this moment
To ever end
Where everything's nothing, without you
I'd wait here forever just to,
To see you smile
'Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

Through it all
I've made my mistakes
I stumble and fall
But I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know
As I'll bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken
Forever in vow
And pieces of memories
Fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so
I won't let this go
'Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

All the streets,
where I walked alone
With nowhere to go
Have come to an end

I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know
As I'll bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes
It falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes
It falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find
What you will find

I don't want this moment
To ever end
Where everything's nothing, without you

a ringtone? no?

death cab for cutie: plans.
ring a bell?

I don't have anything in particular on my mind, I just felt like writing to you(: I guess I could tell you that I'm grateful that we are where we are. Especially considering all that has taken place to lead up to where we are:S Nonetheless, I am happy once again(: And I like being happy. I like that you make me happy. I like that when I think of you I smile(: I think of us and I get a warm feeling inside:P But for real, I do. I like picturing us in the future, as long as we're together. My life seemed..... not necessarily pointless without you, but I was definitly lost. Nothing felt right. It was kinda just like, what's the point?

I guess what I'm trying to say is. I don't ever wanta let you go again. We may have hard times in the future, yes. But unless I have a reason that I honestly cannot turn away from, I will never make the same mistake that I did this last January. I want to stick it out with you. It's a great feeling being able to say that we worked out all the kinks and stuck it out through "thick 'n' thin"(:
[email, "ello love (:," 11/20/08: 11:40 AM]

[secondhand serenade - fall for you]

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

dead on.

p.s. I will be There for You : )
[email, "(no subject)," 10/16/08: 2:40 PM]

[seether featuring amy lee - broken]

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
from the start.

So I don't really know what the main point of this e-mail was. I guess I'm just tellin you how I feel about it. Not tryin' to start anything. 'Cause I still love you, and I don't wanna lose you again.
[email, "well hi there," 12/01/08: 8:34 AM]

p.s. I'm not giving up if you won't : )
[letter, 10/708-10/9/08]