almost.

for so long i tried to reach you
i know i'm almost there
i'm close enough for you to see
you've been hiding in the shadows
have you forgotten how we used to dream
let me remind you
the light doesn't blind you at all
it just helps you see
can you see

a moment in your arms became the reason why
and you're still the only light that fills the emptiness
the only one i need until my dying breath
and i would give you everything just to
feel your open arms
and i'm not sure i believe anything i feel
my head lies to my heart
and my heart it still believes
it seems the ones who love us are the ones
that we deceive
but you're changing everything

you move through my soul like a hurricane wind
we've been so lost for so long
i don't know how to get back again
and we're drowning in the water
that flows under the bridge
when you're fighting the current
you forget how to live
and i wanted to reach you
but i didn't know where to begin
and you remain
a promise unfulfilled until today

and i didn't think about
all the ways i hurt you and myself
and i wouldn't say a thing to you
i keep it to myself in my mind
and i can't stand without you
and i won't find the answers
when you're gone
but it's over to you
i can't find the answers when you're gone
and it's over to you
but you can't find the answer where you are
and you know i need you now
and this ain't easy to admit
but no one needs to know
what goes on behind
the door in my room
i'm kicking through the walls in my mind
and I can't stand without you
and I won't find the answers
when you're gone
but it's over to you
you can't find the answers where you are

thought i couldn't live without you
it's gonna hurt when it heals too
it'll all get better in time
and even though i really love you
i'm gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time

i'll have a blue Christmas without you
i'll be so blue thinking about you
decorations of red on a green Christmastree
won't be the same dear, if you're not here with me
and the when those blue snowflakes start fallin'
that's when those blue memories start callin'
you'll be doin' all right, with your Christmas of white
but i'll have a blue, blue, blue, blue Christmas

i don't need a lot of presents
to make my Christmas bright
i just need my baby's arms
wound around me tight
oh oh Santa hear my plea
Santa bring my baby back to me
it sure won't seem like Christmas
until my baby's here
you wanna make me happy and fill my heart with joy
then Santa, hear my plea
Santa bring my baby back to me

everything is gonna be alright.
everything is gonna be alright.
everything is gonna be alright.
be strong, believe.