i need something else. would someone please
just give me, hit me, knock me out
& let me go back to sleep.
i can laugh all i want, inside i'm still
empty.
so deep that it didn't even bleed
& catch me
i'll be just fine pretending i'm not.
i'm far from lonely and it's all that i've got.





i would never wish bad things but i don't wish you well.
could you tell by the flames that burned your words?
does it hurt?
to know i'll never be there?
bet it sucks to see my face everywhere.
it was you who chose to end it like you did.
you knew exactly what you would do.
don't say you simply lost your way.
never again.
Never