post after post

This will have been the third draft of a post that I have written in the past two or three days. I just cannot seem to finish one post, or find the motivation and inspiration to really be sure that I convey my message properly. It makes me really appreciate and admire pastors. As a perfectionist, I cannot imagine the responsibility of standing in front of so many followers of Christ to preach what He would have me preach, and have me preach confidently. I am merely terrified of constructing a blog, let alone a message.

Though this is not the point of this blog post, particularly. Once in a blue moon, I get to feeling particularly sappy. Tonight must be the night of a blue moon : )

Thus far, I have watched A Walk to Remember and am currently a half hour into The Notebook. Perhaps the reason I am feeling what I would consider extreeeemely vulnerable (aka: romantic) is because my boyfriend just left three days ago. Maybe it's because the music of these two movies just really takes me to a place of pure love. Maybe I'm just ... changing. I would rather go with the first one over any of the others.

The most exciting aspect of these two movies is that my current love life is far better than the two of them combined. The only thing these two movies have on my love life: a fantastic soundtrack that is played throughout, whereas mine depends on nature and whatever song is on the top 100 iTunes playlist. As someone who never relied upon romance or love to really "spice" up their life, life sure did throw me a curve ball and caught me off guard. But it was the best thing that could have ever happened to me.

And that's as sappy as I feel like sharing with the rest of the world.