some things never change..

One of the truest things that can be said about life in general is that above quote. I am not pessimistic about change, nor am I optomisitc. I've found change to be empowering at times
... and a sidenote, I'm watching Sex and the City and the episode is about change and how Big is an idiot who won't change for SJP, coincidence, yeah? ...
and I've also found change to completely tear me apart. I've come to fear change for the most part. I've learned that change can be a good thing, a positive thing, beneficial almost. I've also learned that change can bring out the worst in people, or the best.
Change recently has taken a toll both physically, mentally, and emotionally on my life. It has also brought about great things and unfortunate things all at the same time. At a time in my life when everything is about to change, I'm willing to embrace the fact that high school is over and done with, that the chapter of immature fights, drama, and hour's worth of homework- total. I am ready to move on to the chapter where I am an official adult, where I'm responsible for myself and only myself, and meeting the people that will most likely be present in the majority of the rest of my life. Perhaps I'm being too optomistic about the whole college scene, but I kind of have to be..

Change also comes in other ways, which include not so positive or beneficial ways.

Funny how everything and nothing can come together perfectly, but other ... things ... can't.